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29 November 2016 @ 06:22 pm
fuck  
can I just have one single thing that doesn't suck? One good thing? Would that be possible?

I know, I know. Unrealistic expectations.

If you don't try then everything's shit, and if you do try everything goes to shit anyway so the end result is the same. So why even bother.
 
 
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what a crazy random happenstance
09 November 2016 @ 11:25 am
I'm not even American, but I feel sick. I'm truly devastated.

Sending love to all of you, especially all of my American friends. Please remember that you're not alone. <3
 
 
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what a crazy random happenstance
03 November 2016 @ 09:43 am
Day 3 of NaNo and I've just decided I'm going to do it after all. I've had this steampunk idea stuck in my head for quite a while now and since I'm almost done with edits on my current project, it does seem like the perfect time? (No I don't need to finish editing the other thing first, shut up.) I have the plot. It really should write itself? Ahhh, okay. Outlining first.

EDIT: Also, as a reward for almost finishing my new novel draft, I just ordered this T-shirt. :D
 
 
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Current Music: Queen - Crazy Little Thing Called Love
 
 
what a crazy random happenstance
29 October 2016 @ 02:25 pm
I'm kind of *drowning* in story ideas. I have five WIPs I'm determined to finish right now, one other thing I think I'm going to start anyway next week, and so many things I have no idea what to do with. I'm going to submit some to the prompt blog, I guess, but I also kind of want to keep some of them to myself? Idk idk. This is not a problem per se. This is a good thing. But I really really should finish at least one of them before I start something new wahhh I just don't know anymore? How many WIPs is still reasonable?? Is ten too much???
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23 October 2016 @ 04:48 pm
waahh I haven't been here IN AGES.

In my defence, I got diagnosed with a shiny new illness, been working on one manuscript and two big bang fics, launching one new prompt blog, working on putting together a huge big Klaine fic index, renovating the house, job hunting, generally drowning in paperwork, and vacationing in the Netherlands for ten days. Well, you get the idea.

Hmm, I hit "Post New Entry" with the intention of saying something profound, but I don't actually have anything to say . . . so have a good weekend, everyone, and I'm gonna go back to avoiding all responsibility and scrolling through old kurt_blaine rec posts.

 
 
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Because jcd1013 wanted to see it:

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That's at London Film and Comic Con 2007. Like I said, Milo Ventimiglia really is tiny. And they were there for Heroes, I think, which is why Adrian Pasdar is in the picture. Who is also not a giant, like, he totally looks taller on TV? I mean, I'm 1.72m which is like . . . 5'8"-ish according to Google? Just to give you an idea. BUT ANYWAY from a less height-obsessed perspective, yes, I have photographic evidence that I did indeed meet Jess from Gilmore Girls. \o/ (Also, I totally forgot that I used to wear contacts nine years ago. Huh.)

Ugh I want to go to another convention. That one was so much fun, I can't believe that was almost a decade ago? We also saw Nana Visitor and hung out with the Wraith Queen from Stargate Atlantis! Ahh, yes. Good times! :)
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13 June 2016 @ 08:27 pm
I just feel the need to leave *hugs* here. Big queer hugs, and the hope that maybe one day all our differences will do is make us eager to learn from each other. What a beautiful world that would be.

I hope you're all doing okay. <3 Let's all keep making beautiful things and spreading love.
 
 
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28 May 2016 @ 05:50 pm
I forgot how much I hate listening to recordings of my own voice. I made myself listen to the Todaydreambelievers Glee podcast I did and OMG that is NOT how I usually sound like I DO NOT ALWAYS SOUND LIKE I HAVE A COLD and I also don't always sound like a complete moron and okay yes the accent is real, I do have a horrible German accent. Good thing I signed up for like three more of those, haha. I am looking forward to recording them, but HOLY CRAP what is my voice. But I don't get many chances to *speak* English so YAY I'm not going to pass up this opportunity!

On a less awkward topic, I hope you're all having a good weekend!
 
 
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what a crazy random happenstance
26 May 2016 @ 02:23 pm
writing. My side characters are trying to take over the story. I can't pin down my two main characters at all - I'm not quite sure why. But this is annoying. Especially since I'm almost 20k into the story. Another 30-40k and I should have finished the first draft. And I still don't really know who they are. I have four side characters who I can see quite clearly in my mind. But the two main characters - nope.

writing II. I'm considering signing up for the Check, Please! Big Bang. Somebody talk me out of this. But it's only 10k and I love big bangs and IT'S ONLY 10K and oh who am I kidding of course I'm signing up. Maybe.

reading. How soon after finishing a book series is too soon to reread? I mean, I am a rereader. I reread things. But I still have a massive TBR pile to get through and ugh idk HOW SOON IS TOO SOON.

and also. Do you ever remember really old arguments and still get inexplicably angry because YOU WERE RIGHT DAMMIT.
. . . I need a cup of coffee.

Also I can't believe it's only Thursday. How much longer until the weekend???
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